It's been a month, and I just remembered about this place. A safe place that only a few people who will read and of course, these few also won't read anymore because it's been inactive for months. Haha...

This time is a story about the uncovering of a dark bible. I believe (strongly) everyone got a dark bible that wouldn't wish others to know. Since it's dark of course that will be something in general perspective something evil bad or wrong.

Well, pretty unfortunate to me, mine was discovered by few persons that I really really love (friends). In their belief, my dark bible is evil, but that is again, general perspective. Everyone got different believes and for this difference of believe, I got punished.

The Columbus who discover those, chose to leave me despite that my dark bible is my personal matters. In another word, all our friendships are wasted because these columbus who discovered my personal dark bible, and they choose to abandon me.

Perhaps our beliefs is different but is it right for you to judge me just because that I had a different belief? As a friend as how I look at you as my dearest among all, what did I ever do that makes you felt that I don't worth as a friend? I don't really care if you ever take me as a friend (which i definitely believe that you all did) but I seriously, deserves to be abandon by you because of my dark bible (with others not YOU)

If you would like to comment on my belief then please do so. Let's talk about it but YOU NEVER ABANDON your friend when you think that their belief is wrong. For godness sake, you abandon me eventhough I did nothing wrong to you?

End of the story, I was "influecial" enough as people saying my dark bible is affecting their life. And. by abandoning me, they will be able to reduce my actions that resulted into the dark bible? Is this logical? I am ignorant, I am the most ignorant people of all because of the last sentence you all leave to me, leave YOU ALONE.

I am even disqualified to fight for the friendship that I thought was extremely valuable for us because I need to leave you alone. Worst of all, the deepest pit that I fell into when you let me knwo about this (that time), I had no choice but to keep it to my own circle. For instance, I cannot even put this post out in my favourite place but I just need to shout this out somewhere. I cannot pretend when I lost such a great friendship.

All, I had learnt for this is that I must start to be mature. Do not let this kind of event makes myself down. It will affect my life, my job and my everything. So, it's time to get back into the mood of myself that will not care about these kinda friendship thingy. Still, I will try to be more mature.

I hope one day, we will meet again. I don't really care how you gotta look at me, I just hope that one day, you all will just realised how much I treasured you as a friend because even though what had happened when I had been abandoned now, I still hold dearly in heart for our friendship.

My turn to say this;
All the best and good luck for all your future undertaking!!! Hopefully 10 years later, you will just laugh at what had happened last month and we will still be friend as we always are!