Nothing Fancy. Just beautiful!

No fancy blog. No fancy decoration. No fancy design. Just purely some thoughts which I meant to collect my own thoughts. Over the time, I am just unstable like a child running from point A to infinite points. There is never a time that I seriously stopped and look back at my foolish sounds yet daring desires. I take the road from North to South in Peninsula while not afraid of soaring from Malaysia to an unknown India. Here I am again. Writing just for myself again so that I will have a record of what I meant for myself Still, my record (this blog) is always meant for myself and if any other friends that I invited you to read this in the past, please welcome to read my thought. It means a lot to me when I know that you still curious and care about me. Innocently, I felt so beautiful this time, it is truely like meeting the greatest goddesss in life and I am superbly sure that beauty is too far to be grasped. This time write up is about is about so beautiful. And for once in my life, it is not about appearance that is beautiful, but the thought and mind that is so loved by myself. I hardly know this person in real, but getting know her thru her blog and profile is very much clearer than meeting the real person. She walked her thoughts and still doing it despite years had passed. She is unshaken by change of time and firm on what she wants. She is so much younger than me but yet she is so much more matured than me. I had been so foolish in the past 3 years. I didn't lost myself, just that I lost to her. (yes! I still like to compete after these years). But again, I truly cannot figure this out, why would there be someone so pure and so unreachable in life ever exist? She is so beaufitul over the par of fAiry tales beauty. Her words that is so truthful yet powerful, her voice that is so calming yet seductive, her mind that is so clear and firm, her acts that is so strong and sharp, her simpleness that complicated the whole rational thoughts about human, I guess, she is not a human. I cannot imagine what kind of upbringing that grown her to be her today. She can laugh at my stupid joke yet did not forget about the gist of my words. I just interacted with this person for real for once in my life though i had felt her presense 4 years ago. Just a day spent with her, inspried myself to see further than I ever had. So this time, this note is not about me liking another person again, is about myself seeing what is the real beauty as it describe. I am inspired, challenged, and felt the beautifulness that can only be seen in fairy tales and movies. Therefore, i would like to end this write up with two remarks, I want to get closer to beauty and never want to leave behind today's thought. At last, i can tell and share to people that i had seen what is true beauty after 26 years living in this world. You are just perfectly beautiful disregards to how you look. Thanks to you, i finally discovered the most beautiful alphabet in life, V!